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| day 03 cloudy
D. GrayMan 103 final ep Disappointment
Big disappointment!! When it just got better its already ended! I hoped that it would of been like naruto keep it going but I guess everything always have to end somewhere right? Why does good anime has to end so fast? It was really good unless theres another season for it? who knows? when there innocent starting to evolve is when it comes to end! theyre having new type of power and its has to END! rawr! so disappointed, now i think it made my day turn bad. but what can be worse?
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| Day: 02 Mostly Sunny
Yea, I know, I haven't blog for a couple of days now. I'm at least trying to now. Anyways nothing is bothering so far just couple of thoughts I would like to put up, but let me tell you what I did yesterday at least before I put up some thoughts or how I got them.
I went to hang out with my cousin DongYue (yes I know similar to my name) didn't do anything fun, just went to LagCC to check out the school there, So there I was checking out the place. We went to the gym which was one of the worse gym I ever seen for a college that is (its just like regular high school gym), So we also went to the library to be some asian nerd. So their we are on the upper floor of the library, my cousin DongYue went to get me a Language art writting book (yes I have problems with essay like who doesn't ?) for me to know whats the basic form of essay and which way to write an perfect essay (well there isn't an perfect essay written ever) , and how to get the reader more interest in reading. After the library we were heading home but instead we stop by a park near my place, so the park was packed with high school/ junior high school kids esspecially on the handball court. I tried to get next, but they were being A*hole by saying everyone is up next when half of them dont even play, but I forgive them lol.
Thats my story of the day!
Heres are the thoughts:
a) I should really keep trying to improve my essay writting
b) I should definitely get a job (I can't be blame cause I'm not getting any calls bacl)
c) I need to get a car (hate ridding the subway)
d) need to get into college by next year ( I will try my BEST of the BEST) lol
Well thats it!
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| Alright I'm going to start everything new.
Day 01 Distance
I've been wondering lately, was it really a good choice to leave New York for a year and be distant with your close friends? or was it a bad choice of me leaving? I don't really know I think it was a bad idea that i left New York to go to Florida, why is it a bad choice? Well let me tell you this, I've been very close to most of my close friends ( well that's what I think) but now they seem very very distant apart from them. I don't know how to explain the distance but it sure feels like were thousand of miles apart and it would never seem to be any closer. Anything that I do now my friends will say things about what I did was wrong or what I shouldn't be doing. But if they can do it, why can't I? How is it different if I do the same thing as they're? Are they a hypocrite? Well I don't know if they're or not. Heres a acting gay; Whats the big deal? if they are doing it to me and I can't do the same back? yea I do it too much, I admit it but when it comes to them they act like they never did such thing before and start blaming example(fine I'm alright with that).
Whenever I think about being distant from my friends, I become a bit moody. no homo. Seriously talking here, When I was in Florida I thought of everything, like the memories of the time that we all hangout and laugh about anything, but instead of that everyone seems to changed so much like I don't even know them anymore, like another person. Yes I know changing can be a good and a bad thing but changing to become very distant from them isn't what I picture while i was at Florida, I thought it would be more like were still so close, that we can still talk about anything and hangout like we used to. Since everything has changed, there's nothing I can do. If ONLY I can go back in time and not leaving New York, so nothing like this would happen. (who am I to kid, everyone changes. there's nothing I can do about it)
Wait on second thought I might be the one changing, I might be the one who left New York and changed everything/everyone around me. But I truly wish everything would go back to normal.
Or maybe this been destined/fate for me, a path for me to overcome because I'm too Naive?
Well I don't think anyone going to read this but hey its Xanga its a weblog for you to say whatever you want 
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